THat one feeling

Do you know that feeling

the feeling of not fitting

Even when you have the passion

the want, need to fit.

You just don't.

You try everything to fit, make

new friends, new enemy's, new hobby's

all in the hope that eventually

You will fit in that one place

that place where u feel at home

that place where you know you are loved

and when everything is going down hill

you can go to that place and rest.

But not everyone has that place

I don't seem to

I have tried most of my life to find

that place

i have tried

But to no avail

Where is it?

How do i get there?

When?